im sorry to tell you
this horeble truth
im triping and falling
within my youth
again i am sliping im wanting to die
befor was pothetic
today i know why
im am just hopless
im scared to let go
or maybe not wanting to
that i dont know
he sayd that he loved me
he swore not to hurt
i gave him my heart
but he turned it to durt
he broke it and shaterd it
left me to die
then came back again
with a difrent lie
oh i had to leave you
for this and for that
but it was a lie
he just wanted to fuck
he screwd me betrayed me he left em to die
he vanished completly
not that i dont know why
its true that i hurt him
i freaked and i cryd
becaus i did not want to lose
that beautifull lie
for two monthes
i was dead in the realm of the living
but that wosent enough
right as i started to heal he came back again
to screw, lie and kill
and guess what for the therd time i fell for the lie
he sayd that he cared and that he wouldent go
pretended to be inosent like i dient know
he dident care love or need me at all
he was just out of hos
to fuck screw and lie to
and what else who knows
but you see i still loved him
and he knew for the start
i was lonly and misroble
Yes i gave him my heart
so he used me and lied
untell some one ruaned his planes
you see we got cought
by my dad in the night
when we were trying to hide
yes he rane and he flew
i dident matter no more
i wasent worth the trouble
when he could just find a whore
so you see yes he fled and he dident look back
on the girl who risked evryting
just to give him what he lacked
yes i love him and want him
and i refuse to let go
my parents wont let us be together that much we know
so i formed a plan to get my revenge
on the liers pretecters
and haters at ones
all though it will hurt the one person i love
not the user but brother
whos love for me is more the enough
then why am i triping
and trying to end
all the pain and the suffering
cant i pretend ?
well you see my dear friend thats the reasen why
becaus i am sick of pretending
and playang the game
he loved me bertay me
now i must to do the same